7. Stammer

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During elementary school, I did not know how to become a "stuttering" girl, I speak a word to the next word to be stopped for several seconds to several minutes, my two years younger brother who was smart, sharp, he studied only a year of kindergarten and he had tested private Da-Hua Primary school, but he also up directly to Da-Hua junior school, I always think If there were God, and God is really unfair to me?

Every day after school, my younger brother asked my mother for cookies, then he got many  cookies, I was stuttering to talk to my mother, so that I did not always got cookies, I also suffered that it was my mother slapped on my  face, and then she said: "If you speak  clearly, I will give you cookies too.” I was so shameful and then I ran away. And I saw my younger brother’s hands of biscuits, his mouth full was eating with gusto, and then I walked away with crying, after I thought it which was really very unfair.

Soon after, due to language barriers, my parents took me to see a particular language, National Taiwan University (Specialist), she said: "Your tongue is too long, so you can not pronoun good words; you need to cut the long tongue for chopped point." And she added; "If I do not have surgery, otherwise I can never learn any second language." But today I can speak eight languages, stuttering is not common. But occasionally there will be coming back, and then disappear into the normal. God gave me in English and Spanish, and even Swahili language (East African), I do not want to say; "God, you are so unfair." but I am with a grateful heart, and one day I hope to become a English evangelist for million congregations, and I hope this dream is not too far away.

If the Lord is willing, he will use this humble servant, me. I am willing to have God’s treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from me. (2 Corinthians 4: 7) May I have this ability to shine, and I will seek the kingdom of God first (Matthew 6:33) and I will complete the mission to whom he has entrusted to me.